uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh new art B). ummm i gotta work on this goddamn site jesus christ. no wifi hits like a truck... I GOTTA MAKE THE RUI SHRINE ITS MY TIME TO SHINE!

heyyyy...... could you guess why i didnt update the site for a month? if you said depression you'd be right ;-.-. uhh.. i lost passion in doing shit for like, 2 weeks ig. i got kamisato ayato on my first ten pull tho, that made me really happy :D. i've also started drawing again B) gonna put up an art page mayhaps

was depressed + lazy and didn't updte the site for a week lol. i was grinding in project sekai and obey me (I NEED A 4-STAR TSUKASA CARD AAAAAAA). the only thing ive been doing all day is watching streams.. i woke up and watched vox, then uki, then i cried + slept and then i watched alban play goose gaem ;-;. i may or may not like nijisanji

i told my friend about my self harming habits and he was super supportive abt it and was super sweet! i love him so much he's such an angell. he's so valuable to me and he's the best friend anyone could have omg. he kinda cute too ngl- love u sanicrock

FRIENDS ARE GREAT!!!! >//< dragonkitty/eti if you somehow find this page just know ily and you're an amazing friend!!!!! im so happy im gonna cut a heart into my arm tonight eheh. also been reading tons of shit on "totally not illegal manga site". ive noticed however that i dont watch anime as often as i used to, hell, im not even catched up to vanitas no carte part 2 (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞

im sick and i feel like shittt. been obsessing over magical girl anime too~ sailor moon be hittin different at 2am frfr. made some new friends through genshin also, i used to be terrified of co-op but look where that got me now ^^

apparently last night my mom heard me singing at 4am when i was having a karaoke session singing the bakemonogatari songs... i wanna curl up in a ball and fucking die :D. also i somehow like dream mask now. unironically. i dont even like dream, its just the song has been imbedded into my head...

had a good day, i watched a shxtou livestream for like, 4-5 hours straight (or gay). it was pretty fun, gonna try to achieve cutting deeper tonight lol. i wanna see that blooooood >:)

yo so we gotta do this wonky ass algebra shit and im just so fucking confused on what the hell im supposed to do like, fuck go math. if what im learning right now is easy im fucking doomed. might as well spare myself the pain and kill myself already :/

i was thinking about adopting a chuunibyou personality si u can wrap a bandage around my arm to hide my cuts and it would look normal. kinda like im kaidou from saiki k <3

on feb 14 i decided to start cutting. mostly because of lonliness i guess. my dumbass decided to bring the blade i used to school for some reason and a guy i thought was my friend decided to tell the counselor (he thought i was gonna stab someone lol) and i got in tRoUBlE. i lied that i had it (as a panicked idiot would do) but they eventually found it and i got expelled :). i told myself i would never trust anyone ever again but i cant fucking commit lol. im gonna start a new school tuesday. kinda cringe lol